Thursday, February 26, 2009

MISAL

date : 25-09-2005
Baaki Pune badallay matra.. Ekekaali pensionaraanchi daativaati aslele Pune ata tarunyaane fulat challay. Pan tari junya kalchya khuna ajun baaki aahet. Yaacha pratyay malaa alikadech aala... Kaahi nimittane majha Punyaachya Sadashiv Pethet jaana jhaala. Vel sakaalchi. vichar kela.. chalaa.. kaahi tari nashta karun gheu.. baaki aplyaala kay, hotel disla ki bhuk lagte. Samor "Mamasaaheb Joshi Upahaargruha' disla.. mhatla "chalaa, nidaan sastyaat hoil nashta." Jhaala ! amchi swaari aat nighaali.
Aat shirat nahi toch aaplya Puneri baanyaala japat biskitaanchya asankhya barnyaamagun doka baaher kaadhat penshanar kakaani hataklech.
"Kay paahije?"
Sakshaat Puneri bolibhaasha aani kokani sanskaarala smarun boltaana kelela naakaacha purepur vaapar.. yaamule mala ekdum gudmaralyaasarkha jhaala. Ankhi ek kshan dekhil tithe na thambta jaavese vatle.. pan amche potoba sokavle hote... Kiti ya punekaraana chaukasha !!! janu kaahi me tya 'upahaargruhaat' tyanchi table ani khurchya chorun nyayla ghuslo hoto. Bara, tyaatun ya lokancha samaj asa ki yenaarya girhaaikaala jar bilaasobat ekhaadi assal susanskrut marathmoli shivi dili naai, tar to bill bharnaar naahi !! Mhanunach punyaat baaher jaatana counter var paise deun swatahaacha encounter karun ghyaychi (gair) soy keli asaavi.
"He upahaargruha.. ", me kaahi bolaycha prayatna kela, pan to keval prayatnaach raahila. samorchyaala tiku mhanun kase dyayche naahi, yaache janu to therda (ho... ghabarto ka tyaala?? ) praatyakshik dakhvat hota.
" ho... majhech aahe."
"asel.."
"asel kay?aahech !!"
"pan ... " me punha ek nishfal prayatna kela.
"mhanje? mhanaycha kay tumhaala? majha naahi tar kay tumchya tirtharupaancha aahe kay?"
"Thik aahe Ajoba... tumchech ahe."
Ajoba mhantaach to jaraasa bawarla. Aaju baajula koni naahi na, yaachi khatri karun gheun mag punha daafarla-
"Tumhaala kay adchan?"
"he bagha, mala tumhi jara bolu dyaal kay?"
"Baher paati naahi vaachli ka? Vikretyaana aat pravesh naahi !!!"
Ata ya babaji na kon samjaavun sangnaar, ki puneri patya ya punekaraanpramaanech fakta 'Manoranjanaa' saathi asun tyaavar konyabhalya isamaane jaraasudha doke ghasayche
naste...
"Aho pan me ithe nashta karaila aaloy ." me eka damaat bolun mokla jhaalo.
"mag saral vakyaat sangta yet naahi ka? shinche ugaach sakaali sakaali amchi doki ani vel khayla.. fukte mele... !!
kasaabasaa me tya chaukas yantraachya tavditun sutlo. asha lokaana sarkar border var ka pathvat naahi? yanchya chaukashaana shatrusainya palun tari jail naahitar nidaan eka golit yaana gappa tari kartil !!
Aat baakavar yeun basto na bastoch toch tya taprivajaa hotel madhla to hap-chaddidhaari porya baajiraavachya thaatat aala aani akhkhe table panyaane dhuvun kadhle... majhya pantsakat !!! bara... tyala bolayla gelo tar ulat toch mala bolto kasaa-
"wo sayeb, disat nay ka? table dhutoya te? chala vha sidela, parat pyaantivar pani sandla ki amalach ghaalal tumi kacha-kacha shivya !! aayla evdi jantalmal loka, par akkal kharkatyaa evadi pan naay !!"
Evdha tyachyakadun satkar sweekarat astaana majha laksha apla rahun rahun samorchya pati kade jaat hote - "Girhaik ha dev aahe. Tyacha adar karne hech amche dhyey. " Mala kaahitari chuklyasarkha vatla. He mhanje diwali ankaavaril chitrapramaane. Varti ekhaade bipasha, mallika, katrina kiva gela bazaar aishwarya cha chitra pahun sattar rupaye kharchun to anka ghyaava.. aai aatmadhe bhetaave - anna hazaare ani baba amte !!
Itkyat order ghyayla ek jan aala.
"ek misal dev." me hindit orderlo (oradlo navhe.. amchi kay himmat tya ravbahaaduraala ordaychi !!!) .
"sadhi ki peshal?"
"farak kay?" ata me pan punerit jugalbandi suru keli .
"jyaast chaukashi nako. ghyayche tar ghya, chepa , naytar tasech futa. baher waiting aahe."
Wa !! mhanje me ektach navto tithe khayla (shivya) aalela..
"mereko special misal dev,ekach ha, !!"
me agdi botaane ek dakhvun.. janu tyaala ek mhanje kay te maahitach nahi.. asa sangu laglo. baaki jarab dakhvayla Hindichi madat hote, pan amchi hindi mhanje 2 rupayaachya khaarya shengdaanyaasarkhi !! ektar mojkech 10-12 daane, tyaatpan ekhaadach neat bhajlela. baaki sagle mhanje nivval chingamsarkhe, tarihi mith chopadlyamule gilnyaalayak. Thodkyat kay, amchi hindi mhanje bhikaryachya angavarchi chindi. avashyak titkich.
Majhi order (???) gheun to kalkatta waiter (ka threator mhanu yaala) gela.
kaahi kaam navta (ata hotelat kay kaam asnar? dombal? ) mhanun me apla ugaach ikade bagh-tikde bagh, kuni olakhicha, ani mukhya mhanje anolkhi mukhde, shodhat baslo. pan najrevar patyaach yeun dhadkat hotya-
"Aaj rokh, udya udhaar ."
"ek baar aaoge, baar baar khaaoge", 'shivya ka?', me manaatlya manaat mhanaalo. amhaalahi 'Manki aawaz' aiku yeta bara ka !!
"girhaikaani chamcha agar plate fakta khanyasathi vapraave (??mhanje nakki kay karu naye ??)
pishvit ghalun ghari gheun jau naye ". nasheeb, dhuvun theva mhanaale naahit !!
"amchya nokraana roj pagaar dila jaato. tasmaat tip sarkhe prakaar deun jaada pav agar sampel milavnyaacha prayatna karu naye !"
"tumhaala vel asla, ani tyaachi kimmat tumhaala nasel, tari amhaala ahe. tari krupaya patya vachnyaat vel kharchu naye hi namra (??) vinanti" ... 'Ka? tumchya baapache kay jaate?'- arthatach.. mere manki aawaz...
Dannnnnnnnn......... !! samor misaliche jordaar agaman jhaale !! Misalicha danka kay varnaava maharaajaa.. barichshi misal platemadhe na rahta pav anilimbu madhe misalu lagli, thodi tablevar kosalu lagli, ani he kamich mhanun ki kay , kanda va farsaan majhya shirtshi premal salgi karu lagle. ataparyantachya aalelya anubhavaamule, ki savay jhaalyamule , ata mala raag yet navta. nidaan thodi tar misal tya sadgruhastaane malaa khanyaasathi platemadhe shillak thevli hoti.
Bhuk lagleli, tyaamule ekhaade kutre jitkya ghaaine toast / haduk gilat nasel, itkya vegat te misalnaamak khadya cum peya (jyaada) sampavle.. Punha to maghaacha porya aplya.. mhanje tyachya .. 2 haatachya 10 botaat jevdhe glass ekdum dharta yetil, tevdhe gheun aala. Punha amchya table var puur aala. bahuda ya poraala lokaanchya pant olya karaychi khodach aahe watta... ata ashi oli pant gheun baaher kuthe dhindavde kaadha.. asa vichar karun me tithech jaraa.. basun rahilo. Itkyat to counter varcha prashnaasur, kasavchaap Joshya malaa fatkaarayla aalaach..
"jhaale ka gilun ?"
"hi.. bari hoti misal."
"ho na? mag taaka 12 rupaye ani suta.hi kaahi dharmashaala navhe, nivant basayla. ajun baakichyaana pan khaychay."
viatagun me uthalo aani tyaanach chakka...ulta tyaanaach oradlo-
" Me kaahi fukat khayla aalo naahiye. he ghya tumche 12 rupaye." Me counter var paise javal-javal feklech .
"aho evadhe chidtay kay mhanun ? amhi fukte graahak olakhun asto. tumhi ka ughach traas karun gheta? ghya.."
majha noor baghun tya mhataryaane badishepechi vaati majhya samor dharli. chotya shape madhil ti badishep detaanadekhil tyaacha chehra-" ata kay sagli 12 rupayaanchi badishep khaato ki kay?" asach vichaarat hota. me kshanbhardekhil na thambta tethun sataklo.
Tumhi kadhi sadashiv pethet gelat, ani tumhaala bhuk laglich.. (ti nehmich lagte.. tyat naval te kay?) tar ya hotelaat jaaun baghaach.. ! majaa yete ki naahi..
Sadhyaa tari me majhya jeevlag (jeevgheene adhik yogya) mitraana tithla patta deun khayla dhadtoy.. misal ki shivya.. ha tasa gaun mudda aahe.apla naav sangta ka please.. tumhaala pan tithla patta deto.. naav sangtay na.. please ....

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Self - Protrait.. a dream of every Artist who loves Pencils and colors...

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Sketching.. a thought worth to write.. then to sketch





लोग कहते है के आज कल कंप्यूटर के जमाने में हम अपनी अन्दर छुपी हुई उस भावों को समझना भूल गए है....
इन्ही भावनाओं को समझने के इस प्रयास के दौरान कुछ चित्र मेरे नज़रों के सामने आए, जिनको देखकर मुझे ऐसा लगा। की मुझे इन्हे दोहराना है। ऐसे ही कुछ चित्र फ़िर मैंने sketch के स्वरुप में बनाए।


The sole thought that comes to mind when idle is.. what has to be done in this free moments that i get in this busy (really?? this word confuses me.. busy .. how can one be so busy that he can't feel anything around.. even anything goin inside his minds?? anyways thats something to think for the greatest philosophers... )
While thinking for this pass time things, I came across sketching. Actually one fine morning, I was chatting with one of my friends, whose a gem with paintings. while chatting with her, suddenly a thought struck my mind.. hey why don't you give your hands a shake on paper?? is drawing so difficult or unachievable task?? so I just got one of the print paper lying aside for almost past 10 days .. "wow.. what a luck for this paper !! no ink on it .. but a flow of colors will be flowing on it".. other papers were jealous of this lucky chap. So.. I had to start with something.. so started with a doctor's cartoon i had seen in a magazine a while ago. ha.ha..ha.. after a hec of scribbing the black wood for 4 hrs.. all i could manage was a papaya-like face.. but then, I gave another hour to finally convert the black-white pumpkin face.. to a decent Doc.... Wooooooo.. I really was amazed at the result.. yes.. i can sketch.. i said to myself.. an so began my sketching process.. thanks to my friend.. who just talked @ her paintings, to make me think of the art... now.. which I can satisfactorily say.. yes i can atleast control the pencil in my hand to the areas i want it to move on....